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I realized that if I continued to see you, I would be enslaved by you forever. Honestly, I don’t really remember exactly when I realized it was over. You made me abandon my sense of right and wrong to keep us together. Whenever I did something illegal for you, I would tell myself it was just one time. I started off every day trying to find you because I desperately felt that you could fix all of my problems. I fail now to comprehend why it took me so long to understand that you were the problem.
I’m not going to lie, I liked the comments people made, about my weight. I thought everything was just going great. In the meantime my insides were being twisted up like in a knot. I hate you ED, with all of my heart.
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You are a destroyer, yet you helped me survive without killing myself. You are like the best friend that’s really the enemy…an abusive lover, a deceitful stranger, a poisonous apple. You take advantage goodbye letter to drugs of me when I am weak, down and out. I had no one but you for so many years and when people started to become my friends I had to choose and I chose you because I couldn’t live without you.
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I couldn’t move unless you lifted me up, put my feet on the floor and pushed me. I was blind and thought I could trust you, but you turned against me. I was yours and you were laughing.
I hate that people I care about have been worried about me. I’m scared to let go but I know that if I do hang on to you that I will die in more ways than one and cannot truly “live” with you in my life. I need to be proud of who I AM, and love myself, instead of thinking my identity is you. I’m scared of gaining too much weight without you or being out of control, but I’ll just have to deal with those things when and if they ever come up. I can’t live my life in fear of those things, nor the fear that you’ve placed in my life for the past two years. So therefore, I have to say goodbye for now and goodbye forever.